so for the whole i was out.sunday went out with risa and nephew to watch bee movie.it was damn damn boring.well my nephew finds it interesting though.nephew had a great time with her.like as if they met each other and all?hahaha.after movie went for lunch at cavana.we didnt choose that place to eat but my nephew just ran to that place and said "can i have chicken rice please?" hahah damn cute so yeah,we ate there.risa fed nephew.wow.she can become a good mother man.mhmm.after lunch,walked to suntec.went into toys r us.nephew was attracted by the toys there and so risa bought him the superman.aft that cabbed to esplanade.camwhored.then bussed to bukitbatok to my old place to meet up my old neighbour.so i let my nephew play with the kids there and i talked to my neighbour.then cabbed to tp to send risa off and i went home too. monday went over to smone's place.had bfast and blahblah.hmm.so aft tht bussed to town.met up with kaiwei and natalie person.mhmm.walked ard with them for abit then to far east to meet my friends there.met up with sittingpartner and amira and her friends.felt abit awkward at first.then sittingpartner had to go to meet her guy.then walked ard with amira they all.walked quite alot.then reached home quite late.mhmm. tuesday went to escape with risa liyi and sandra.the entrance fee was superb.like only 7bucks only.hahah.so we had the rides and all.nth much luh.then they ate at burgerking then left to catch a movie at tp.cabbed there.hmm watched bratz.movie was okay but we missed the starting cos went in late.after movie,walked ard tp then liyi and sandra left then i left. wednesday went orchard library.my new hobby worx.hmm,was looking throught the magazines and i found some new stuffs and about the courses they have in some polytechnics.mhmm.yeah im going to poly,not jc.i have my own reason why.haha.then met up with risa.pierced my 6th earhole but i kinda hate it now cos the damn lady pierced too outside?then walked around for abit then left to meet bro and sis at novena to go ikea.bought lots of stuffs for my room and some other stuffs.dinnered at bedok then went home. thursday went out with b.hmm met her at tp.trained to changi airport.t3 was boring and empty so we went to t2 instead.ate fish&co,then trained down to town.booked the e2max room thingy.watched love wrecked.the show's nice.then went to wisma?walked ard.saw liyi and eliz.they stalked us and we stalked them too but cant be bothere to just left them alone.went taka.walked around agn.nth much.trained to novena.walked ard,agn.bought jap to eng dictionary.hahah.then she had to meet her family for dinner,so i left and trained and bussed home. friday went sentosa.went vivo to get some stuffs for that lady cos its her 13th bday!hahaha.hmm.got her 8presents in total.i broke her record yo!hahaha.that's damn alot luh please,uhhuh.then ate at burger king.ger and nat came and we went to get stuffs at giant to bring to sentosa.hmm.yeah,monorailed there then took the tram.was playing with water.water aint that clean.hate it so much.then jer and liyi came.they walked frm the end of the place.hahah funny man.hmm.had lots of fun.went back to vivo.went b&j.smth happened.mhmmm. and to you.sigh.many things has been happening.ytd was the worst.but can we just let this off,agn.i hate being in this situation with you.we're now hurting each other.each of us attempted to do smth.and i swear now i fucking regret doing it cos the pain cant really be controlled.i miss the sweet moments we had together,like on thursday.i fucking swear that day was the sweetest day for us.and i wish this wont happen for only once.im leaving soon,for quite long.i made the decision to go but now i dont feel like going anymore cos i dont want to leave you alone in this small country and to still say we're in this kind of situation.we're dissapointed in some ways towards each other.can i say this again, from the bottom of my heart, im sorry for all the causes made.losing you is like losing my life. I FUCKING LOVE YOU, I SWEAR. | 
